what is this all about???

This blog is for my total personal use. I plan to use it as my rebirth of sorts, hence the Phoenix on the page.

For the last year and a half, I have literally lived through my own personal hell. This was both personal and professionally. I have been down as low as I ever could go and finally recovered from about 98% of the pain and heartache. I am like the Phoenix, I am rising from the ashes, experiencing a rebirth in my life.

My faith in people was shaky for a bit, but some how I still believed I could make it. I do have a best friend who is one of many who has stood by me and she has stood over me. They listened, they cared. Some gave opinions, others just gave their ear and support. When you find yourself this low you truly do find out who your friends are.

I am on the road to recovery of my life and find that the pain is still there from the past, but I can never change that, I can only look ahead and make a new past for myself.

I think the worst part of what I have gone through is to find out who really were friends, and that some I thought were the ones I could trust, were those who took me down.

In the end I learned the meaning of bittersweet victory!

To those who helped me, friends, co-workers, business associates my employer, my kids, and my best friend forever....girl you know who you are, and to Teddy...Thank you all, I probably owe you my life in one fashion or another.


Vickie